1 Sept 2005

at home for the past few days
haven been mugging hard
i am really irritated by myself
i am such a complete ass.
my heart hasnt been obedient
my mind hasnt been working well
they are away.
somewhere.
just not the place where they suppose to be - studyingthese afternoons are damn hot and humid.
they just put me to sleep.
hai can the exam just be here.
and i shall just take it as it is.
all the mundane studying is lacking lustre
.sounds as if i am all prepared.
which obviously i am not.think of the exams approaching , i do feel e butterflies in my stomach
but they are butterflies why not some miracle pill that can boost my intelligence
such that i can study less...time to gear up , there is... only this 1 chance.i am thinking so much things which i dun suppose to be thinking
thinking and thinking so much that they are woven into my dreams at night
so pising man.can i just sit down and study hard.hopefully.but...now is time to watch tV =P